Sunday, March 23, 2008

modify the rules

i want you to know that i'm trying my best to understand the place you are in and the decisions you have to make. i'm not into this whole situation to be honest. i think its completely immature and stupid. i hope it doesn't continue but there is only so much i can do. i know you have a lot of strength to do what you really want to and know you should do but you won't. i can understand that i truly can - i know you want to fix it. you can't base your self worth on another persons actions though.
we all have priorities i know you can understand that. mine are a certain way and with all due respect it is not of your concern. it is impossible to not base decisions on events from the past. if i didn't consider past lessons then i would be stupid.
i know you are not proud of how some things went down but you have to accept where you landed. but, don't let another control you - especially with the circumstances. nothing is worth being controlled over.
i want your friendship and you know that but i'm not gonna play the game.
you are important to me but i will not be told what to do by you. you shouldn't allow another to tell you either.

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